Friday, September 26, 2014

Typical WELS Response to the Bitter Medicine of the Truth



As I wrote before, WELS forced Otten to grovel because of my review of Volume I of The Rite of Sodomy. I simply pointed out that the criticisms of the  Roman Catholic Church (homosexual abuse, child abuse, cover-ups) could easily be applied to WELS, Missouri, and the Little Sect on the Prairie (ELS).

Little did I know. I often feel like I just got off the bus from Our Lady of Obligation Convent School. No matter what I say about the Olde Synodical Conference, it is far worse - grisly, bad, disgusting, gross, and degenerate.

For example, after Otten fell over dead for WELS, the FBI raided the WELS headquarters and found Joel Hochmuth's homosexual child porn files at his desk. They also confiscated WELS computers there. Did you wonder why? According to my police detective friend, Hochmuth ratted out his file swapping friends in return for a plea bargain - a much lesser charge. He got an extremely light sentence (with work release) and went to town violating the agreement. He returned to government housing and his long-suffering wife divorced him.

She caught him before, and he received counseling, but "nobody knew," said Mark Schroeder.

Front page of Christian News with an apology to me? Not at all. Instead, the story was buried.

Later, WELS students reported various accounts of homosexual assaults by future WELS pastors -- routine -- part of the good ol' boy network. Anyone who objected was "gay," according to the criminals.

Several other WELS child porn pastors have been revealed since that time. One was still on the official pastoral roll. He was not removed until the blog reported it.



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  • Austin Becker Seriously? Someone told her to shut up because she was 'harming the Synod'? When did an artificially created expression of the visible church become more important than the souls of the *invisible* church? When did the warm and fuzzy feelings of a man who violated his DIVINE MISSION to tend souls become more important than the souls he betrayed? I've seen BS like this happen before. But I thought it was because the church it happened at was in the fringes, relatively isolated from WELSdom, and I had thought it was an isolated incident. This gets my blood boiling... 
    1 hr · Like · 1
  • Sherrie Rardin I agree that this should not happen and is not right. BUT, right now, I am seriously worried for this young woman. If someone personally knows her, PLEASE reach out to her immediately. The language in that blog is a pure cry for help. At best she is seriously depressed (and who would not be?); at worst, I shudder to think of where she could end up. PLEASE if someone knows her, do not wait.
    1 hr · Like · 6
  • Bryan Spiff Grefsheim This poor soul is seriously wounded and we all need to storm Heaven in prayer on her behalf right now.
    1 hr · Like · 9
  • Sherrie Rardin I believe we should also begin praying for the WELS leadership in heartfelt earnest right now too.
    1 hr · Like · 8
  • Phyllis Jedele Risdon "Will be the death of me"????? I hope someone knows this blogger and will be with her asap! Those words are NOT something we want to hear from someone who has gone through that kind of abuse and sounds desperate!! She needs help...and NOT because she did anything wrong, but because she has been harmed!
    1 hr · Like · 6
  • Bryan Spiff Grefsheim I would like to hear from any pastors in this forum on this. Have you been harmed? You see the agony and misplaced guilt this sister is burdened with. Do you agree with our synod leaders pressuring her and apparently guilting her into shutting up? Have you men been in contact with synod? Do you know if they are caring for this soul as much s they are trying to quash this? Do you think this is right? I surely must be missing something here and I'd like blanks filled i is at all possible. While I have 0 respect for a pastor who would drag people before the courts, I do respect our synod leaders and hope and pray that they are doing more than just turning a blind eye to these two "pastors" and sweeping the scraps of what they left behind under the rug.
    1 hr · Like · 5
  • Sherrie Rardin Phyllis, what concerns me, as the wife of a man who lives with chronic major depressive disorder is a lot more than that one sentence. While it is indeed troubling, there are many statements in her last blog post that cause concern. I also know first-hand how depressives sometimes hear what is said to them. I am NOT saying she is lying or misconstruing info but that there is a lot going on here and we can't know it all. Nor are most of us trained to deal with something of this magnitude (and apparently neither are those in leadership positions right now) but we may be the closest thing she has right now to some help. And, even if she has not been diagnosed with depression, I fail to see how anyone who has gone through what she has could possibly come out with anything less than situational depression. Bottom line, someone please get in touch with her. I am more than willing to listen and I can promise my pastor won't tell her to shut up or go away.
    57 mins · Like · 4
  • Bryan Spiff Grefsheim I don't think that any of her words should be taken at less than face value right now. If there are inaccuracies that come out down the road, fine. I hope someone contacts this family and offers some sort of help.
    53 mins · Like · 5
  • Jason Sturgill I tried very hard to counsel her. I corresponded with her from 8/6 to 9/13. She trusts very little. She blames God for her situation and is held captive by thoughts of Satan. She is a very troubled person and needs our continuous thoughts and prayers. She will not pray and will not open a bible. Please pray that the Holy Spirit will grant her the ability to do so very soon, as healing and peace reside there. I have pleaded with her to revisit God's word, but she is so hurt by these events that she doesn't believe that she can. There is hope for her, but she will not allow it to grab hold just yet. She is actively resisting the Holy Spirit. Indeed, pray for her. Lillian, if you are seeing this, my door is always open. Please don't give up. We all love you and care for your well-being. You have great value. Jesus demonstrated this when he gave up his last breath on the cross.
    16 mins · Edited · Like · 3
  • Duane Vance Thank you for your work, Jason.
    42 mins · Like · 1
  • Jason Sturgill Duane, please don't thank me. I have nearly wept over her situation and my weak use of God's word. I have never met her, but I care for her deeply as a sister in Christ. She needs to hear the truth of God's saving power.
    33 mins · Like · 1
  • Bryan Spiff Grefsheim We do our best and leave the results to God. I pray that one day she thanks you too.
    30 mins · Like · 1
  • Steve Spencer OK, from a WELS Pastor, me (although there are those who would question this) - Has "Lillian" hurt the organization? Sure. Is this "extremely sinful?" Of course not. One cannot sin against an inanimate object! That's just plain nuts! Now, are there WELS Pastors, Teachers, and laypeople offended by what she has written? No doubt about it. Are some leaders stung and hurt by her comments? I'm sure. However, it should be remembered that if the pastor in her case had admitted his own sins, resigned, the reason clearly stated to his peers and congregation, and then he received counseling and re-training for another career - in other words, what SHOULD have happened - Lillian would not have needed to write what she did. "Jane" either, for that matter. So, where does the fault lay? Certainly not with her, or them, but with the pastors involved and their superiors. Now those or other leaders are crying foul. Methinks the fellows doth protest too much! As for her stopping the blog, I don't understand this at all. Why should she? What power do any WELS leaders have over her? Have they threatened to take her to court? As I understand it she doesn't even go to any church anymore. Why should she be intimidated by anyone in WELS? I don't get it. At the same time, I can understand not wanting to get any more emails, phone calls or whatever from people telling her to shut up. Been there, has such done me more times than I can count. Goodbye, Lillian, and God bless you. Sadly, you will be replaced, I'm sure, before the new year comes. So it goes.
    23 mins · Unlike · 7
  • Duane Vance Jason, as a fellow called worker, I attempt to share your humility (of course I am assuming you are in the called ministry. Even if you are not, then as a fellow Christian I still appreciate your efforts). I understand how hard this must be for her and for those who are in contact with her. I want to encourage you as a brother in Christ.
    21 mins · Like · 1
  • Jason Sturgill I am an elder, but have no formal training. I appreciate your words, but I was never seeking applause. I really do appreciate what you said but this has effected me too.

WELS Forces Another Blogger To Quit - Ski and Glende Must Be Smirking



Friday, September 26, 2014


My Final Blog Post

As I sit here and struggle to write my final post and end my blog, I am filled with sadness and tears. It is not by choice, but rather, too many people at the Synod level feel that I am doing more harm than good; and “strongly encourage” me to end the blog. It has become painfully clear that no one wants the victim’s side to go public… doing that only creates more problems for the church and is extremely sinful for me to do. I honestly never meant for that to happen. I simply wanted to connect with other victims for my own healing, and I didn’t know how to find any; except to reach out.

To other victims, DON’T EVER come forward and report it… especially don’t ever tell anyone in the church what happened. The pain it causes you to come forward and report it to the church, will be more than you can bear, and will seriously drive you to suicide. The pain of pouring out my heart trying to help other victims will be the death of me; because I was told that by doing that, I was harming the Synod and its pastors instead. How can I possibly live with myself knowing all of the harm that I did to the Synod when I was onlytrying to help other victims? I can’t. I haven’t stopped crying for days now because I have received so many emails from various Synod people stating that I am harming both pastors & the Synod with my writing; and by allowing other victims to write. 


By coming forward and trying to help other victims recognize the red flags, I caused damage to the church…just like I did when I let that pastor do that to me. I destroyed God’s kingdom then with sexual sins and, once again, I’m told, not by one or two, but several at the Synod level that I am causing damage to the church, with writing and by allowing other victims to write. I am so sorry. There is no way God will even want me back now after I destroyed his kingdom twice. I ruined any remote chance I ever had to come back to God. I am too ashamed and guilt-ridden now to ever approach God again. 


When I started writing, I did it for me. I honestly thought only other victims would read my story about loss of faith and how this destroyed me. I wanted my pain to have some meaning and to do some good in the world so I could have value again and not feel worthless after all the sexual sin I caused at the hands of the pastor but apparently I can’t even do that right… it damages the church and pastors when I try. I can’t live with myself knowing I did that. 
No one wants to hear from the victim... it’s too much of a disruption for the church. I am so sorry.

It felt so good to release the bottled up pain and hurt. I felt like I could finally bury my dirty secret and start healing. I also did it because I blame myself more than I even blame the pastor – I don’t know why I was so stupid and didn’t recognize it, but I was. And because I was, I wanted to write so other potential victims could recognize the signs earlier than I did. Maybe it would have saved them from the emotional and spiritual hell that I am in. 


To the Synod, and all those who contacted me, I am sorry for the harm that I caused you with my writing and by allowing others to write. I didn’t mean to hurt the Synod and its pastors. I will stop writing the blog, keep my mouth shut, and tell all other victims who I run across to not make the same mistake I did by trying to speak up.

Victims, if you can learn one thing from all of this, and the pain I feel now...it's DON'T speak up to the church. If you do, you will feel a thousand times worse. I would sell my soul right now if I could take back reporting anything to the church or speaking up to help other victims. The worst mistake I ever made in life was thinking I should report it to the church.

Didja Ever Wonder Why WELS DPs Seem So Dumb?
Their Education Is in Conformity, Not in Lutheran Doctrine

The fruit of the WELS educational system -
no knowledge of Lutheran doctrine, worship, or the Confessions -
and they bow the knee to Holy Mother WELS.
WELS Coven of Presidents.



WELS Discussion Page, Facebook

Daniel Baker I spent 14 years in the WELS educational system, preschool through my senior year of high school. At one time I intended to supplement that with WELS college and seminary, but obviously did not. 

I am not a called worker, though my dad used to be. I just play the organ. 

As for perceptions, I have a very low opinion of the WELS educational system. Not only did it crush my joy for learning, but it created an awful environment to grow up in, particularly with regard to the grade school portion of my experience. High school was much better, but academically I was entirely unimpressed. Many of the teachers seemed like they didn't know much of anything about the subject matter. Some would read an outline out of a binder, essentially dictating to us what we should write down. Of course, that wasn't difficult to begin with, since the classwork consisted of fill-in-the-blank type worksheets based on what the teacher was reading. All very unimpressive (however, we had exceptional phy. ed. and sports programs!). 

The worst of it was the religious education. NEVER was theological meat delved into (except, to the teacher's credit, two senior religion classes I attended: studies of Revelation and Biblical Archaeology, respectively). Everything repeated the same spiritual milk, such as learning the Genesis story for the 8 thousandth time (we even had a unit on the same in my *science* classes!) without ever delving into the types and meanings latent in these texts. Most regrettably, I had NO foundation in Confessional Lutheran orthodoxy after 14 years of WELS education. I was essentially Reformed in my thinking. I didn't understand the Liturgy. I didn't comprehend the point of worship and the Means of Grace. And I certainly wasn't familiar with the Book of Concord. It wasn't until I started reading that same Book of Concord for myself *while attending a secular university* that I started to become truly Lutheran. 

Suffice it to say, you couldn't pay me enough to send my children to a WELS institution for anything, much less education.

BTW: Someone mentioned that WELS College and Seminary are reminiscent of High School parts two and three. I had the exact same impression. When I visited the seminary (while I was still planning to go to MLC and the sem), I was immediately underwhelmed by how remedial the classes that we sat in on were on an academic level. Based on first-hand accounts I've heard, the environment is relatively juvenile as well.

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Lemme see - Hagedorn head of  American missions, hotter than Georgia asphalt for Church Growth.
Wayne - head of Perish Services and First VP, Confessions encourage changing doctrine!?
Lawrenz - president of the portable Asian mini-sem, a founder of Church and Change.
Huebner - board member, Church and Change.
Kelm - honored heresiarch, self-styled promoter of every false teacher.
Rutschow - another illiterate DP.


GJ - WELS remains the only Lutheran group with a secret hazing ritual at the seminary, preceded by hazing at the synodical schools. Lower level hazing gets the boys ready for the latest version of GA, now called HB, so they can lie about GA continuing to this day.

Two ways to be one of the guys in the WELS clergy -

  1. Get falling down drunk - often.
  2. Sexually assault other young men, calling the ones who object "gay."

Anyone who questions the abuse is given a double-dose and  will probably be hated out of seminary. Talk to the dean about it? He is in favor of GA/HB, its crafts and assaults.

WELS seminarians are so brain-washed that they say all seminaries have a hazing for incoming students. No, I graduated from one seminary, took classes at an LCMS seminary, and I never had to take off all my clothes, eat chili laced with cigar ashes, or have beer poured on my head.

Travel the world on Other People's Money -
and call it missions.


Thursday, September 25, 2014

Fall Planting Illustrates Teamwork

White Profusion Buddleia - Butterfly Bush

Springhill Nursery sent me a White Profusion Butterfly Bush today. Hummingbirds and butterflies love the scent of this plant, but some gardening sourpusses say - "Don't plant it! Butterflies need more vegetation to keep them fed and breeding, and the bush can spread."

I lost track of the junk bushes in my yard. I have been carving away on one, which was aspiring to be a tree. Others want to grow around my big, dead tree (where I hang garden hose). If all of them were butterfly bush, I would let them grow to their full height.

Some nurseries sell short versions of the bush, since there are many varieties. Large ones can grow 12 feet in height.

Recently I read of bushes keeping large birds from raiding the feeder. Small birds navigate the branches better. I will check out the theory when we have something taller than a knee-high starter. Meanwhile, I will put suet bags around the yard, to see what they attract.

Giant aliums look like large purple versions of the garlic flower,
because they are garlic too.


The bulbs also arrived, so our helper dug holes with me for tulips, daffodils, giant alium, and crown imperial. He saw a new bag of newspapers and asked, "Are we going to mulch again? There won't be any yard left!" I said, "No, you are going to mulch the entire park - about three acres."

Later, when Sassy and I walked by his home, we stopped for a drink of water for her and some kidding with his wife. I said, "Would you ask how to use a big bag of money? I get a free bag of newspaper - I don't wonder what to do. I have plans."

They thought a bag of money was more useful. Sassy barked some hellos at the cat, who never takes her seriously now.

Crown Imperial is the spectacular cousin of the guinea hen plant,
both fritillarias.


Crown Imperial will grow in the middle of the two tulip drifts. They are stinky (for flowers) and should keep cute little rodents away from the tulips. I gave up on crocus after squirrels dug them up and reburied them.

By the way - order all bulbs from Dutch Gardens. They offer the largest bulbs for the best prices. Other supplies - it depends on who is selling what. One place will have a lot of butterfly bushes and ask "What?" about the white profusion, even though they have a very large selection.

I may consider tender bulbs in the spring. Dutch Gardens has all the main types and some unusual ones. Perhaps I can leave them in the ground in Arkansas and not dig them up and store them.

Mulching works
Our combination of wood mulch over newspapers has worked very well to turn the lawn into garden soil with earthworms galore. Today I also raked back mulch to expose soil for two packets of spinach seed.

The ground was soft and easily dug. I used a metal rake to pull the mulch and newspaper layer away. Softening the soil and sowing the seed was easy.

The soaker hose became a squirter hose with Sassy's chewing. This resulted in random spraying of the gardener when adjusting the hose placement. The final result was a good soaking for the new bush and the row of spinach.

Teamwork
Our helper enjoys the gardening and making money. I have done many more projects with him because the laborious work - like mulching the first time - is not motivating. And yet, that is what had to be done to reclaim a yard that ran wild for some time.

I work with various people on the book projects. Norma Boeckler does the artwork, and others participate in the research and editing. I would not have anything done without that help, and we all gain from working as a team.

One pastor noted that he has experienced more friendship from the people he knew at a secular job than from the ministers of his own denomination. That sense of competition and alienation has become increasingly destructive in church bodies. One faction sets itself against the others and gathers its own leaders into positions of authority. They ignore the most common aspects of honoring another person's call.

WELS talks big about brotherhood, but it is more of a sisterhood of Jeske clones, who gloat over getting away with plagiarism and run faithful pastors into the ground, often through the laity. If anyone wants to knock gossipy old ladies, stop - the WELS clergy are without peers in that regard. They even call it "their grapevine" and use it to feed their toxic waste into the system. No wonder they are killing their grapevine. "Apart from Me you can do nothing."

When the branch is separated from the Vine, the Means of Grace, it withers and becomes deadwood. The deadwood is cut off, withers, is gathered, thrown into the fire, and burned,


Every plant tested has a fungus within that helps it in some way. In addition, fungi feed the roots by delivering nutrition in exchange for carbon. In some cases, fungi help several several plants at the same time.

That symbiotic relationship is largely gone in the visible church today. If getting rid of people made a denomination run more smoothly, WELS would be a model organization instead of a laughing-stock.

Warning from a Contact - "Beckie Has 8th Commandmented You"

https://www.facebook.com/groups/1649010391990081/1700857093472077/?notif_t=group_comment_reply

Beckie Grunewald I think a widespread campaign like that would require some lengthy and complex communications and it would also possibly hurt ministries who are not tied to this at all. I guess I'm not a huge fan of punishing Peter for Paul's mistake.




Gregory L. Jackson Instead, punish "Jane." That makes sense.


  • Beckie Grunewald Hmmm....are all pastors in your church as skilled at putting words into people's mouths as you are, Greg? Do they all have the same knack for disregarding the 8th commandment? I NEVER said to punish Jane.

  • Gregory L. Jackson I don't answer logical fallacies like the double question, Beckie, and I have a graphic just for you. See above.

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GJ - WELS Pastor Steve Spencer suggested sending $1 a month for the mission offering. If 100 congregations did that, the WELS leaders might start listening to the congregations.

Beckie's response was that it would "hurt ministries" even though Spencer was arguing for sending the mission money directly to those who needed it. Hint - most mission offering money sent to the synod goes to the bloated salaries of the bloated staffmembers.

The discussion is about the utter lack of support for the woman and her husband who objected to the sexual harassment by Ski and Glende.

Several have jumped into the discussion to say they do not believe the woman and her husband, even though Glende had to admit to the court (since he sued the husband for telling the truth) that the charges were true. Ski admitted to showing the x-rated photo to his executive assistant when he talked to Deputy Doug Engelbrecht, so there is nothing to deny at this point.

The synod minders continue, and the women are the worst.


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The synod minders are an amazing lot. You can glean from their writings that they are a part of Team WELS. It reminds me of Packers fans. When they talk about their team, they will use the pronoun we, as if they were also on the field and were part of the game. 

My not so deep psychological theory is that they feel the need to be part of Team WELS. Therefore, any actions and events which tarnish Team WELS will likewise tarnish them. The 8th Commandment and Matthew 18 are like a pair of broken crutches that they try to hold themselves up with. There are a multitude  of analogies for them which cross my mind. 

The worst part is that Whack-a-Mole game that they engage in when the victims go public. 

In Christ,
Randall L. Schultz